@Osaka
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@Jukestar
Keep shrek in your heart and all shall be fine.
Age 31, Male
Joined on 8/11/21
I have the same thoughts often, I mean I have way too strong of a survival instinct for it to ever be a reality...but if there was a no strings no pain attached shutdown button that'd erase any trace of my existence from its start, I'd press it.
but yeah, don't kill yourself, otherwise I'll have to kick your @ss in hell ;)
Osaka
Didn't you say somewhere, something along the lines of "I've come too far in my story to leave through suicide", or something to that effect?
You should keep that sentiment, regardless of what you're going through. The Newgrounds community is here for you, and many will agree when I say that we enjoy reading your news posts and hearing your songs. This place would not be the same without you. Trust me when I say that these feelings you're having will pass. Even if they come again, just know that there's strangers on the internet that have your back.
Hang in there, Jukestar :)
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Jukestar
Very kind of you to say all this. Thank you.