Even though I do have trouble processing stuff positively currently due to mental issues correlating with my reward system, I am truly grateful to the people that enjoy my stuff. It's not really about fame or notoriety at this point for me, but more about giving people the same kind of feeling that music composers used to give me when I was younger.

I won't lie in saying that I also do have a goal in making money at some point even though I hate money just for the necessity of living and eventually moving to live with my long-distance partner whom I love dearly so I can start a new life with him, collaborate together as musicians, and maybe even finally getting the proper treatment for my condition through a better environment and more well-trained doctors; we'll see what the future holds.