I was having such a good time composing music today only to realize I had to go to work and the usual depression kicks in. I don't wanna do this anymore. I really don't. I'm 30 years old and a fucking failure with no papers to my name; I feel sometimes like I'm gonna be stuck in this job for the rest of my life. Why try anyway? It's only a matter of time when a mistake comes back to haunt me even though I am not that mistake anymore. I don't get it anymore. I just don't get it. I wanna be free from my past, but I just can't... and I'm sitting here having to vent about it online cause therapists are about the only thing more useless than me.
Jojo Tully
@Jukestar
Age 31, Male
Joined on 8/11/21
- Level:
- 13
- Exp Points:
- 1,622 / 1,880
- Exp Rank:
- 40,960
- Vote Power:
- 5.47 votes
- Audio Scouts
- 6
- Rank:
- Civilian
- Global Rank:
- > 100,000
- Blams:
- 0
- Saves:
- 30
- B/P Bonus:
- 0%
- Whistle:
- Normal
- Trophies:
- 1
- Medals:
- 29
- Supporter:
- 3y 9d
Remi-le-Oduen
Maybe there are some options of changing your job? I know it's not easy to do, especially when you feel down, but it might help if it really is so much of a burden