In my moments of translucency, I made the mistake of anticipating someone else to notice, but the only thing that seemed to change was my own vision, and it felt as if others were merely waiting for me as well, it was even as if they were where I was at; heaven, hell, purgatory, satori. The moments I felt fear is when I would "drag myself back down", so to speak, and that is also okay; fear is a natural response when dealing with the unknown. It is like the monkey eventually noticing that the "other" they see in the mirror is merely their own "self" reflected back at them, and there never was anything to truly fear.
I do my own thing.
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@Jojo It's ok, I understand :) lifes complicated as hell
The entirety of existence is merely one entity playing a game of hide and seek with itself. Sounds fun!
I don't entirely understand what you are saying. But what I do know is that self discovery is a journey that is filled with making mistakes, and frequent changes in direction, as a natural part of it. If you aren't making mistakes, then you aren't really exploring.
It is as in Jazz; there are no wrong notes, it's all about what note you play after that wrong note.
@Jojo That's a really cool way of putting it! I've heard too, that we're just the universe trying to understand itself. I think that's also a fairly accurate summation of life
This wisdom is not mine (though no wisdom is truly my own), but I present a fun story:
Once upon a time there was a cosmic being who had everything they ever wanted at the press of a button. It was fun... for a time, but then once the being knew what to expect from pressing these buttons, the game was no longer fun to play; that was until they opened the mechanism to discover a single button inside labeled "surprise!" That is when creation began, from the destruction of a singular organism; and now this singular organism is finding all the puzzle pieces to put the whole thing back together. It cannot help, but to do so; it's too fun not to. After all, "Curiosity killed the cat, but satisfaction brought it back."
@Jojo oh man that kinda sounds like the big bang! Man, thats intense
I had the same thought when I heard the story.
can i have some ranch to make this delicious word salad even better
I think I may have some in the fridge.
@Jojo Sounds nice, could you look around for it?
It turns out I am out of ranch, I have thousand island currently and yum yum sauce.
@Jojo fuck. how about we throw away the salad and make some ketchup-pepsi-mayonnaise-pickle juice milkshakes?
That's a munchie milkshake right there!
@Jojo might as well get a one piece mcnugget while we're at it
A true intellectual pretends to say what they write is retarded to save face when it is actually, unironically, retarded.
Well... now I'm not sure what to write.
If I say I am intelligent, I get called a narcissist, but if I say I am stupid, then I appear to be in a sense of false modesty, but the fact of the matter is that I just enjoy writing.
Eh, what can you do I suppose? Heh
TheBestBroster
I can't figure out what any of that means, but it seems very poetic
Jukestar
That's alright. I'm still trying to figure out what it all means myself.