I had not realised it until now. My pursuit of enlightenment was not actually based in the concept of absolute truth, but in the idea of validating my own answers. If I had known what I was doing, I would not have done it to begin with, but I suppose mistakes are necessary in the learning curve of all this. We fall to rise.

The truth can be found in asking questions externally, not in just validation of your own answers internally. Communication will be the key to your freedom leading towards connection.