You're self-destructing instead of absorbing the creativity around you. Play a game, watch some videos, go outside, visit an arcade, listen to some music, admire art.

Muse comes from amusement.

Succumbing to the darkness is easy; keeping your light glowing is the real challenge in the game of life.

Think on how incompatible your entire self feels with negativity; is it really worth it for the simple way out?

Doesn't this world have enough evil already?

The reason why this world is so divided is because God is constantly at battle with themself. How do we fix this sort of thing; by making peace with ourselves individually. There may never be peace in the outside world, but one can get closer by making peace firstly within.

Stop fighting yourself and surrender; you're only destroying the domain you reside in.

You mean Squid Game?

Moving everything found to a new one. Thank the stars!

Fingers crossed.

Doing a deep scan on my external hard-drive with Disk Drill Pro and it has not only found a ton of files, but they are properly indexed. Bought a 6TB hard-drive that is to be delivered shortly. Fingers crossed.

It contains my life's work from 16 to 25 years old. It isn't everything, but it's better than nothing. Looking for the cord to it, might need to buy a new one, but don't know what type it is yet.

Unless my hard drive can be recovered that had all my life's work on it, I'm just gonna only use free plugins and soundfonts in Fl Studio from now on. Gotta get through a ton of deep despair right now. Music has been the friend that was there for me when no one else could understand me and now my entire life's work is possibly gone forever.

the best way to come back to something you love is to walk away for a time.

I've been a super busy guy, but I have a track heading towards the audio portal very shortly.