As above (Father Time)

&

So below (Mother Earth)

I'm the whole jester, baby✨

I am glowing up ✨

I'm not a girl <3

The only thing that was ever wrong with me was not being able to accept what I truly am, and right now... that truth is just unhappiness. I am unhappy, and I don't need to fix myself; I just need to embrace it with the possibility of finding out why. And if I don't, oh well... I'm just gonna be unhappy about it. Nothing wrong with a little unhappiness from time-to-time. No need to end my life over it, for that unhappiness can pave the way towards a better life for myself and those around me. If I am unhappy, there is a reason for it, and every individual could use a little more reason in their life to be honest. I'm tired of distracting myself from myself. I will find me if it kills me.

I am a man of pure fantasy being drawn to reality.

I am a soft rock & rolling with it -

being shaped by every move I make ~

I seek to be a set-in-stone with my way․

My reaction can only be described as this (followed by some tears when I was at home):

My neurodivergence was always just neurodiversity, it was my fear of accepting it that kept me from holding everything. Anytime I wouldn't wanna hold it, it returned me to the point of nothing.

Give yourself an allowance by telling yourself something very important. It goes like this,

"I am a happy accident, so I am not meant to be unhappy.

I can make mistakes, so that I may never quit."

Say it over-and-over again until you know it.

(Art Link)