I'm gonna be honest...

Interesting how so many things appear to function on the concept of "tension and release". After all, a monkey cannot swing to the next branch without the necessary release of the previous one, nor can an arrow be sent flying without the necessary tension beforehand.

I haven't had this much fun making music in ages!

Really looking forward to the future while having fun in the present!

I also look forward to finding my own styles as the year goes on!

I hope you all enjoy the preview!

Stay tuned for more!

Art link: www.newgrounds.com/art/view/sketchitdiy/tv-head

I think I may be finally finding my own style with this new track. Heh

(It is no longer below 0)

A little something I'm gonna do in-between my thought jots, shitposting, and rambling as I feel there are some amazing tracks being missed out on by people who may enjoy them too.

This track literally changed my perspective on music entirely as it pretty much affirmed a ton of subconscious things for me on what music really is. It truly isn't just about the sounds, but the space in-between those sounds as well. This track proves that anything can become music if you know how to work with it. I had the biggest dumbfounded grin on my face listening to this one while at work. Hope others enjoy! :)

It seems to me the only absolute truth in life is that there are no absolute truths; does that make this whole thing an absolute lie? I find that I am naught but a walking contradiction, because I oppose, or do I? I suppose I have to somehow become alright in being all-wrong.

I'm just trying to understand... What if I was that person, the one who did something truly unforgivable; would I have been able to prevent it if I was in their shoes or would I have carried it out just the same?

The thing is that if freewill is an illusion, it means that people are doomed to their lives, and the mistakes that come with it; but if one truly does always have a choice, then that means I could've prevented myself from making the mistakes I made.

I just found out some disconcerting news about someone on this site I was kinda close to for a small period of time and it's affecting me, ngl. Gonna go be sad now.

So many people fear even the very thought of becoming "selfish" when in reality, that is precisely what is necessary in the path of becoming truly unselfish. Understanding what you need and loving yourself helps you more than any other way could in understanding what others may be seeking in terms of desire and fulfillment, and you may also find that the ways you treat yourself come from sources that appear to be entirely external from you. Food, sleep, lust, all of these sorts of pleasurable things are in a sense, "other" to you. So you love yourself by participating in passions outside of you? Well, that doesn't make much sense; furthermore, I find that the only way one can truly be selfish is in the constant seeking of approval from another. What will this approval give you, but a version of yourself that is entirely a facade, a persona? In other words, you without your being aware of it or not, become a liar; a liar not only to others but to yourself. And that is why you feel so consistently at odds with your own inner being because you refuse to accept the truth within; the most important truth, yours.